◆ [Date updated: 2023/08/19(Sat) 12:19:22]
　■I'm having dilemma when I decided to come back to those platforms like Tumblr, Instagram, Discord, or others.
　│because I feel so lonely but at same time people like them are completely unhinged as fuck.
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　│They may be nice, but they'll screech at your face over nonsense shit.
　│it's hard to find someone you can talk to without getting offended or bringing agenda shits in middle of conversation. (;´Д`)
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　├■if you're lonely, wouldn't it be better to make friends irl? irl people 
　││are generally less unhinged than they are online, plus irl relationships 
　││satisfy social and emotional needs more readily than online 
　││relationships
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　│└■And that's the problem there.
　│　　I can't find or make friend irl or on internet, and ended up getting bullied over because of my social skill and/or my fucked up voice.
　│　　And that's why I'm having trust issue. (;´Д`)
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　├■I try my best to avoid interacting with that sort of person. I usually 
　│　take my time up with pirating/emulating old games,watching stuff I like, 
　│　reading book and articles (and manga), and digging around for worthwhile 
　│　sites. I think those are all ways of interacting with people that 
　│　involve the least brainrot.
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　└■Socialmedia-kun... u need an interwebs intervention (;ﾟ∇ﾟ)